My DMC SN just arrived today.

[deathproof17]

NGL I can't stop shaking and feel full of anxiety. Gonna post a photo of it later when i calm down a bit. CTB date is gonna be this week.

 

[Valhala]

I imagine that it is neither easy nor simple for you. Just be brave, whatever you decide, great support.

 

[bart404]

where are you located?

 

[deathproof17]

where are you located?

U.S.

 

[axab43]

NGL I can't stop shaking and feel full of anxiety. Gonna post a photo of it later when i calm down a bit. CTB date is gonna be this week.

Don't rush it. I've ordered it and it's on the way here but I'm going to take time and think very carefully first. There is no rush, most of the time.

 

[deathproof17]

Don't rush it. I've ordered it and it's on the way here but I'm going to take time and think very carefully first. There is no rush, most of the time.

There is no rush. This is not done out of impulse. This has been a long time coming. I have had suicidal ideations for almost 20 years. (I
m 31). Simply never had the means to do it

 

[SA1994EC]

I understand the anxiety you are having. Things just got real. But now you are in control, and it is a good thing. It is totally up to you from now on. Take your time and think through, then you decide. Congratulations.

 

[tbh2023]

NGL I can't stop shaking and feel full of anxiety. Gonna post a photo of it later when i calm down a bit. CTB date is gonna be this week.

I'm planning on getting sn too. I tried to order last week but the payment didn't go through. Can they trace sn in my system after I die?

 

[LostSoul1965]

I'm planning on getting sn too. I tried to order last week but the payment didn't go through. Can they trace sn in my system after I die?

Yes,they will know it was SN poisoning. There are some very tell tale signs of fatal ingestion.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[leavingsoonx]

NGL I can't stop shaking and feel full of anxiety. Gonna post a photo of it later when i calm down a bit. CTB date is gonna be this week.

Did it come through regular postal service from your country or something like fedex?

 

[deathproof17]

Did it come through regular postal service from your country or something like fedex?

It came through usps. It took 16 days to arrive.