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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

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Jan 4, 2025
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I don't believe it, after so much customs processing, VAT, taxes and everything, I finally have it in my hands, customs gave me my DMC sn, which was destroyed, but it arrived after almost a month and a half. But now, in the situation of overcontrol in which I find myself, it will be impossible to use it until I don't know when... A year, maybe more? I can't take the risk and I'm afraid it will break down. I've stored it here in this airtight container (although the lid is plastic), with desiccant bags. I don't have the strength to make another order and move forward with so many papers and such, if it expires and I'm afraid that's why the only option is to jump off the fourth floor.
 

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Rymrgand

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That's awesome!!! I know you were really worried about it.

But, I don't understand. If it was destroyed, how do you have it?
 
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sadalways

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Happy for you 🤗
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
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It was a miracle, I still don't believe it either. Honestly, I'm not willing to make another order even though I would like to. They destroyed it and I forged everything I could to hide DMC so I could receive it, and my babysitter picked it up and I was shocked.
 
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It was a miracle, I still don't believe it either. Honestly, I'm not willing to make another order even though I would like to. They destroyed it and I forged everything I could to hide DMC so I could receive it, and my babysitter picked it up and I was shocked.
Babysitter..do you have a kid?
 
BlueButterfly111

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Yay! I'm so happy for you!
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

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Yay! I'm so happy for you!
I don't know when I will be able to use it in my conditions and if it is already damaged after so much shipping time, or not. I'm really scared. But thank you very much love ❤️‍🩹💔
Babysitter..do you have a kid?
No sorry, I'm Spanish, the cleaner of my house. Jajaja. My language is very bad.
 
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I don't know when I will be able to use it in my conditions and if it is already damaged after so much shipping time, or not. I'm really scared. But thank you very much love ❤️‍🩹💔

No sorry, I'm Spanish, the cleaner of my house. Jajaja. My language is very bad.
Oh, I see.
Jumping from the 4th floor is not less risky I think😔
 
Rymrgand

Rymrgand

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I don't know when I will be able to use it in my conditions and if it is already damaged after so much shipping time, or not. I'm really scared. But thank you very much love ❤️‍🩹💔

No sorry, I'm Spanish, the cleaner of my house. Jajaja. My language is very bad.
That makes sense lol, babysitters usually involve babies.

Pero ¿a qué te refieres con "destroyed"/destruyeron el SN? ¿Rompieron el paquete? ¿Lo abrieron? Entiendo que el producto no está dañado. Cuando hiciste el otro hilo, pensé que aduanas lo había destruido quimicamente o algo así, pero obviamente eso no es lo que ocurrió
 
Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
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That makes sense lol, babysitters usually involve babies.

Pero ¿a qué te refieres con "destroyed"/destruyeron el SN? ¿Rompieron el paquete? ¿Lo abrieron? Entiendo que el producto no está dañado. Cuando hiciste el otro hilo, pensé que aduanas lo había destruido quimicamente o algo así, pero obviamente eso no es lo que ocurrió
No, it was closed but because of customs and the government and so on in Spain, I had to do some paperwork because otherwise they would destroy it (I don't know what that was) and I got scared. But in the photo it looks good from what it looks like, unopened.
But 1 and a half month to arrive and know if it is damaged or not. I'm scared, honestly. When the package arrived I opened it, checked it, put in the desiccants and then put it in the airtight box. Will it hold up? I don't know. Opportunity to do it? complicated. Would I order again and would the same thing happen to me? No. I don't know if it will hold up there or break down. because I would have to do it while being overcontrolled and I am very afraid. I don't have the strength to make another order and have the same thing happen, every day I am more exhausted and deteriorated, I'm sorry.
 
Rymrgand

Rymrgand

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Jan 5, 2025
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No, it was closed but because of customs and the government and so on in Spain, I had to do some paperwork because otherwise they would destroy it (I don't know what that was) and I got scared. But in the photo it looks good from what it looks like, unopened.
But 1 and a half month to arrive and know if it is damaged or not. I'm scared, honestly. When the package arrived I opened it, checked it, put in the desiccants and then put it in the airtight box. Will it hold up? I don't know. Opportunity to do it? complicated. Would I order again and would the same thing happen to me? No. I don't know if it will hold up there or break down. because I would have to do it while being overcontrolled and I am very afraid. I don't have the strength to make another order and have the same thing happen, every day I am more exhausted and deteriorated, I'm sorry.
I see, so they told you that they could destroy it but they didn't do it.

Right now, your SN should be okay. I don't know how much time it will work, but a lot of people go through something like this for some weeks when they order from DMC and they can still use it to CTB.
 
futurecorpse

futurecorpse

Aren't We All?
Jan 23, 2025
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Congrats! A month and a half is crazy 😭 The intense feelings of having to wait that long would kill me, not the sn lol
 
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Jul 17, 2024
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I don't understand, sorry. Would it be better?
No,no. I mean to jump is not better than SN.

But overall, did you try to reconsider your suicidality? Like why, and give a try to recover…
 
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hained

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Feb 3, 2025
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WoW me alegro mucho por ti! Yo sigo con la tramitación, ya pensaba q no llegaría pero me da nuevas esperanzas. Que documentos de compra tuviste q ue enviar?
 
Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
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No,no. I mean to jump is not better than SN.

But overall, did you try to reconsider your suicidality? Like why, and give a try to recover…
Yes, and I keep doing it but it's impossible. I'm still fighting thanks 🫶
WoW me alegro mucho por ti! Yo sigo con la tramitación, ya pensaba q no llegaría pero me da nuevas esperanzas. Que documentos de compra tuviste q ue enviar?
thanks! Many documents and papers but I did everything as discreetly as possible, it was a matter of luck that it arrived to me. I won't order again, it doesn't make sense to me, I'm sorry. I don't know if it will expire or not and until when I can use it, but at least I have it. 🫶
 
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Jul 17, 2024
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Yes, and I keep doing it but it's impossible. I'm still fighting thanks 🫶

thanks! Many documents and papers but I did everything as discreetly as possible, it was a matter of luck that it arrived to me. I won't order again, it doesn't make sense to me, I'm sorry. I don't know if it will expire or not and until when I can use it, but at least I have it. 🫶
What is the nature of these thoughts? Sorry for asking..
 
Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
468
What is the nature of these thoughts? Sorry for asking..
enduring, suffering and fighting every day is a pain. seeing different psychologists, psychiatrists, pills, money spent and for nothing. living with derealization, cognitive impairment, mental pain among more. Various diagnoses, treatments without any cure. The only real thing I live is when I sleep. My dreams are more real than life. It's opening your eyes and a nightmare. In addition, my short-term and long-term memory is impaired, I forget everything an I have amnesia
 
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