idontfeellikeimreal
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- Aug 21, 2023
- 60
I'm currently going through a lot. I just broke up with my partner a few days ago, and it wasn't easy. I shared with my new friends the things he did to me.
I had bruises from him. He didn't hit me, but he grabbed my arms, and I had some bruises on my waist as well. I'm still extremely hurt. I trusted him and opened up about my past, and he completely disregarded my boundaries.
I am devastated. I miss the person I fought to be with. I genuinely put in so much effort to start a relationship with him. I loved his hugs and the way he touched me. He didn't abuse the trust I placed in him at first. We had only been dating for two months, but during that time, he r-worded me five times, and when he wasn't doing that, he sexually assaulted me in other ways.
He constantly pressured me for oral sex, which I consistently refused. When he asked why, I explained that it made me uncomfortable, yet he continued to ask. He even tried to coerce me into it when I was drunk. Even in that state, I told him to wait, but he got frustrated and continued to push.
We share a passion for riding motorcycles, but he wanted to take my bike and insisted that I ride his. I felt uncomfortable because I love my bike deeply and don't want to ride anything else until I get a larger one for myself.
My new friends encouraged me to break up with him, and while I feel some relief, I also miss having someone to love. I just want to feel loved. At the same time, I fear that no one will ever fall in love with me for who I truly am, rather than for my appearance.
I had bruises from him. He didn't hit me, but he grabbed my arms, and I had some bruises on my waist as well. I'm still extremely hurt. I trusted him and opened up about my past, and he completely disregarded my boundaries.
I am devastated. I miss the person I fought to be with. I genuinely put in so much effort to start a relationship with him. I loved his hugs and the way he touched me. He didn't abuse the trust I placed in him at first. We had only been dating for two months, but during that time, he r-worded me five times, and when he wasn't doing that, he sexually assaulted me in other ways.
He constantly pressured me for oral sex, which I consistently refused. When he asked why, I explained that it made me uncomfortable, yet he continued to ask. He even tried to coerce me into it when I was drunk. Even in that state, I told him to wait, but he got frustrated and continued to push.
We share a passion for riding motorcycles, but he wanted to take my bike and insisted that I ride his. I felt uncomfortable because I love my bike deeply and don't want to ride anything else until I get a larger one for myself.
My new friends encouraged me to break up with him, and while I feel some relief, I also miss having someone to love. I just want to feel loved. At the same time, I fear that no one will ever fall in love with me for who I truly am, rather than for my appearance.
