baller
"such is life"
- Apr 30, 2024
- 53
a few years ago, my friend ctb, and tomorrow i'll be older than she ever was.
I dont know what to fucking do im just in complete and utter despair. My sister wont be here on my birthday, i don't think my family has even gotten me a gift, my friend is going to celebrate my birthday with me tomorrow and i'm scared i'll just be fucking sulking the whole day and it won't be fun for her.
It also sucks more because my friend who ctb would've reached a milestone this year.
idk im just rambling, atleast it's another year closer to my ctb date.
I dont know what to fucking do im just in complete and utter despair. My sister wont be here on my birthday, i don't think my family has even gotten me a gift, my friend is going to celebrate my birthday with me tomorrow and i'm scared i'll just be fucking sulking the whole day and it won't be fun for her.
It also sucks more because my friend who ctb would've reached a milestone this year.
idk im just rambling, atleast it's another year closer to my ctb date.
