TheYounger
Aria Math
- Jun 7, 2020
- 140
First goal: to weigh 180 to 170 lbs again.
Second goal: to completely stop talking to ex girlfriend B.
Third goal: to completely stop watching pornography.
A bit of a low effort thread today. But yeah. Probably going to move ctb to later on. It was planned to be on 31 of this coming December but might move it to later on. Still have everything to go through with plan if things change.
A little bit of what lead me to write this. I'm going through a break up right now with a girl who I've known for about 10+ years. I don't really like her but i keep on insisting to call and text her. It's hard for me to go through this break up. I've called her about 30+ times in the span of 16 hours! And i know she won't answer because she has me blocked from messenger and form her phone number. It's hard for me to bear this break up but i know I'll survive.
I just applaud B(my ex girlfriend) because it seems like she's very set on not talking to me and I want to be very set on not talking to her.
I knew it was a mistake from day one talking to her again. I just wanted sex but it developed into an emotional relationship and at this moment I can't give B what she needs from a regular boyfriend/partner/husband.
I told B that I would be relieved when she found a partner because that means that I would never have to worry about returning with her. I think B is a bit of a floozy and her past has been very rocky and shaky. I just can't get past over how many people she's slept with in the past and what she has done sexually.
I haven't been the perfect man either but I really don't need to be with B now or ever.
I think B has many great aspectsto her. She's on her way to losing alot of weight(she's at about 170lbs), she has stopped smoking and drinking,
she doesn't watch pornography, she has a really good job that pays her well. She's basically everything that a man would want in a wife but still my mental condition doesn't allow me to be with her. I can't give her what a normal partner has to give her.
Second goal: to completely stop talking to ex girlfriend B.
Third goal: to completely stop watching pornography.
A bit of a low effort thread today. But yeah. Probably going to move ctb to later on. It was planned to be on 31 of this coming December but might move it to later on. Still have everything to go through with plan if things change.
A little bit of what lead me to write this. I'm going through a break up right now with a girl who I've known for about 10+ years. I don't really like her but i keep on insisting to call and text her. It's hard for me to go through this break up. I've called her about 30+ times in the span of 16 hours! And i know she won't answer because she has me blocked from messenger and form her phone number. It's hard for me to bear this break up but i know I'll survive.
I just applaud B(my ex girlfriend) because it seems like she's very set on not talking to me and I want to be very set on not talking to her.
I knew it was a mistake from day one talking to her again. I just wanted sex but it developed into an emotional relationship and at this moment I can't give B what she needs from a regular boyfriend/partner/husband.
I told B that I would be relieved when she found a partner because that means that I would never have to worry about returning with her. I think B is a bit of a floozy and her past has been very rocky and shaky. I just can't get past over how many people she's slept with in the past and what she has done sexually.
I haven't been the perfect man either but I really don't need to be with B now or ever.
I think B has many great aspectsto her. She's on her way to losing alot of weight(she's at about 170lbs), she has stopped smoking and drinking,
she doesn't watch pornography, she has a really good job that pays her well. She's basically everything that a man would want in a wife but still my mental condition doesn't allow me to be with her. I can't give her what a normal partner has to give her.
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