Mum will be sad and I don't care.

[CoolGuy9]

I usually see that one of the main reasons why people don't ctb is, because how it will effect others. There is even that meme where "mom will be sad" is making people not ctb. But for me hurting mom and others just dosen't matter. Maybe i'm just really selfish and I don't mind that reason. Anyone else in the same boat?

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Yea somewhat. I mean I know my mom will be sad, and it will break my heart. But ..she's just gotta deal with it. : /.

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

I do care her but it always ends same.

Overall, I'm thankful to my dad and mom to make it easier to leave them. I won't leave any note about how my life have passed or I won't critisize any people. I will say to them that I simply don't want to live anymore due to the disease I have. Things would have never come to this situation if I had never used the med. They are not responsible.

 

[_milo]

I want to say that that is a worry for me, and deep down I'm sure it is for a part of me. But love isn't a rational feeling, As for feeling selfish, cutting toxic people out of your life isn't a selfish act. Why would it be so the other way around?