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bruisedmind

Member
May 7, 2019
64
Hi,

I've lost absolutely everything that meant something to me. My home, job, dog, driving license, childhood friend/new-at-the-time boyfriend. I'm so sick of having to start over time and time again, I've had enough.
I've had two failed attempts since January, one where I was stood on a bridge and the police pulled me off, and another where I tried to hang myself out my bedroom window but the belt snapped, with me crashing to the garden below.

I'm probably addicted to cocaine, I use it twice a week. John Belushi and River Phoenix died of a cocaine/opiate combo. I have no idea how I'd get heroin but could probably get tramadol or even oramorph if I tried hard enough.

Would this be a painless quick method? Can't really be bothered faffing about getting N from A or whatever.

Thanks
 
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Mogley26

Student
Apr 10, 2019
181
Hi,

I've lost absolutely everything that meant something to me. My home, job, dog, driving license, childhood friend/new-at-the-time boyfriend. I'm so sick of having to start over time and time again, I've had enough.
I've had two failed attempts since January, one where I was stood on a bridge and the police pulled me off, and another where I tried to hang myself out my bedroom window but the belt snapped, with me crashing to the garden below.

I'm probably addicted to cocaine, I use it twice a week. John Belushi and River Phoenix died of a cocaine/opiate combo. I have no idea how I'd get heroin but could probably get tramadol or even oramorph if I tried hard enough.

Would this be a painless quick method? Can't really be bothered faffing about getting N from A or whatever.

Thanks
Where are you?
 
IronTusk

IronTusk

Experienced
Apr 10, 2019
266
Hi,

I've lost absolutely everything that meant something to me. My home, job, dog, driving license, childhood friend/new-at-the-time boyfriend. I'm so sick of having to start over time and time again, I've had enough.
I've had two failed attempts since January, one where I was stood on a bridge and the police pulled me off, and another where I tried to hang myself out my bedroom window but the belt snapped, with me crashing to the garden below.

I'm probably addicted to cocaine, I use it twice a week. John Belushi and River Phoenix died of a cocaine/opiate combo. I have no idea how I'd get heroin but could probably get tramadol or even oramorph if I tried hard enough.

Would this be a painless quick method? Can't really be bothered faffing about getting N from A or whatever.

Thanks
Just get N if you have the money
 
Asacschrader33

Asacschrader33

Student
May 6, 2019
158
This is jsut me experience, it may not apply to you. I tried to overdose on 50 50mg Tramadol, thinking it would be a peaceful death. Instead my heart began to race at a thousand beats per minute, full on panic, and my breath began to slow while I was still awake. It became so painful and terrifying that I had to call emergency. Given that everybody's body is different this may not happen to you, but it could.
 
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Qbert

Qbert

Arcanist
Jan 6, 2019
456
Tramadol is a messy synthetic opiate, OD most likely will lead to a seizure....
 
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Asacschrader33

Student
May 6, 2019
158
Yes ^ a tramadol OD is NOT peaceful.
 
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Nameless101

Someone
Apr 25, 2019
10
Tramadol OD is not a good idea. It's very dangerous if you'd take more than 400 mg. People who are taking tramadol (if heroin isn't available for example) in higher dosages, must remember about benzodiazepines before use.
 
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