Meth as a way to ruin my life before i die

[sombie]

I've recently been smoking meth and I have to say it really does feel amazing,It hasn't changed my thoughts of suicide just gives me a rush of euphoria that I have never experienced before but I have been getting negative side effects with my schizophrenia,I have never heard voices or had visual hallucinations but when I was on a 4 day meth binge without sleep i finally got to experience that,it was interesting to say the least,I really do love it more than anything in the world rn,I'm not going to be here for the long term side effects but it really does change your mindset in a negative way,I can already feel my basic cognitive abilities going downhill but I'm enjoying the ride,love u guys just wanted to get this off my chest.

 

[stupidhuman]

How's the euphoria different from let's say MDMA ?

 

[sombie]

How's the euphoria different from let's say MDMA ?

Haven't tried mdma so I couldn't tell you but you get a rush of energy,you don't feel like eating but your mouth gets really dry and you don't sleep for days if you get a big enough dose and it makes you horny af

 

[yowai]

It's gonna fry your brain but if you're not gonna be here much longer does it really matter lol
If you're not 100% sure about ctbing I'd stay away though, even switch to crack or something cuz meth does irreversible damage and is neurotoxic

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

I've smoked meth and it was a good high, but smoking it from a bowl with a torch lighter was harsh and it tasted nasty. The experience of smoking weed is so much more chill. I have prescription ADHD meds for my amphetamines, and I can't live without those.

One thing about meth is that it disables you ability to recognize and regulate how obnoxious you're being around other people. My friend does meth, he can be great to be around and a productive worker until he starts doing too much meth for days on end, then he becomes the most obnoxious and unbearable person you can imagine. He'll just pass out in the middle of a job, and he gets obsessed with his fentanyl addicted girlfriend. He broke a bunch of my stuff including an almost new Mercedes convertible, so I finally had to cut him off. It's sad because he wasn't trying to be obnoxious, he just couldn't help it when he got sucked into meth.

I would agree with @yowai that crack is probably better. It doesn't have the same long-lasting high as meth, but it leaves you in states that aren't so over-energized and don't cause as many problems.

 

[Emerita]

How's the euphoria different from let's say MDMA ?

I view my highs from MDMA as experiences filled with love, like sunshine and rainbows. It brings me joy. In contrast, when I first tried meth, it gave me a sensation of having no pain and boundless energy. While the high from meth is more intense than that of MDMA, it lacks the love and joy MDMA provides. Instead, meth offers a numbing effect, making you feel invisible like Mario when he uses a super star. Over time, the high from meth transforms into merely a sense of relief, and you eventually feel "normal." I think of meth as horror, while MDMA feels like sparkles. They're different sides of the same coin.

 

[cryptoinvestor]

do you stimfap?

fun-fact: pure meth can be prescribed as a medication called desoxyn. it's actually neuroprotective in very low doses

Long-Term Treatment with Low Doses of Methamphetamine Promotes Neuronal Differentiation and Strengthens Long-Term Potentiation of Glutamatergic Synapses onto Dentate Granule Neurons - PMC

Methamphetamine (METH) is a psychostimulant, affecting hippocampal function with disparate cognitive effects, which depends on the dose and time of administration, ranging from improvement to impairment of memory. Importantly, in the United States, ...

pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

also route of administration matters significantly, if you have ADHD, don't smoke it, take it orally

 

[sombie]

do you stimfap?

fun-fact: pure meth can be prescribed as a medication called desoxyn. it's actually neuroprotective in very low doses

Long-Term Treatment with Low Doses of Methamphetamine Promotes Neuronal Differentiation and Strengthens Long-Term Potentiation of Glutamatergic Synapses onto Dentate Granule Neurons - PMC

Methamphetamine (METH) is a psychostimulant, affecting hippocampal function with disparate cognitive effects, which depends on the dose and time of administration, ranging from improvement to impairment of memory. Importantly, in the United States, ...

pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

also route of administration matters significantly, if you have ADHD, don't smoke it, take it orally

The gooning potential of meth is endless lol

 

[marios]

I've recently been smoking meth and I have to say it really does feel amazing,It hasn't changed my thoughts of suicide just gives me a rush of euphoria that I have never experienced before but I have been getting negative side effects with my schizophrenia,I have never heard voices or had visual hallucinations but when I was on a 4 day meth binge without sleep i finally got to experience that,it was interesting to say the least,I really do love it more than anything in the world rn,I'm not going to be here for the long term side effects but it really does change your mindset in a negative way,I can already feel my basic cognitive abilities going downhill but I'm enjoying the ride,love u guys just wanted to get this off my chest.

if you can try to find some opiates to use when you have the down (i really don't know this word in english) it did help me a lot to not feel the down effect of meth and similar substance

 

[Johnsonn]

An addiction to meth is going to cause you more pain if youre not 100% sold on ctb. I would tread carefully

 

[sombie]

An addiction to meth is going to cause you more pain if youre not 100% sold on ctb. I would tread carefully

Don't worry,im definitely going to ctb by august.