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untildeathdousapart

untildeathdousapart

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Dec 2, 2023
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It's been six months. Six months since she died. Her birthday was on the 1st May, it was a horrible day that i spent crying and crying. My birthday was last week too, i visited her grave, bought a beautiful bouquet and drank a glass of wine. I miss her so much, my very dear best friend. The only person that has ever actually understood me. It's been six months, yet here i am waiting for a notification, that she messaged me. It still feels unreal. Two weeks ago a dog that i spent a lot of my childhood with was put to sleep, and recently my grandma was diagnosed with cancer and has an emergency surgery next week. Am i cursed? Will it ever stop? I just dont want to anymore, I cant.
 
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