Merry Christmas even if you don’t celebrate Christmas and Happy Holidays

[CuriousAboutThis]

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays even if you don't celebrate Christmas I hope everyone here has a wonderful life and a peaceful death wherever life takes you may it be blessing and less of a curse I hope you all have a good one I'll be around here sometimes lurking on the site or maybe be active on the site I don't know but take care everyone.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's not happy, existence to me is the most terrible mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be gone, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence really is all that's positive for me, I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence rather all I want is to never suffer again, all that existence causes is endless suffering with existing beings tortured in agony every second, to cease existing peacefully truly is all I hope for, non-existence is just all that can bring me peace.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

It's not happy, existence to me is the most terrible mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be gone, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence really is all that's positive for me, I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence rather all I want is to never suffer again, all that existence causes is endless suffering with existing beings tortured in agony every second, to cease existing peacefully truly is all I hope for, non-existence is just all that can bring me peace.

Yeah, I know what that is like there are times when I feel like my existence is nothing but pain and suffering and sometimes it is but other times it isn't I can't find any words to say that'll help ease or end your suffering. May you find peace in life or death.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Yeah, I know what that is like there are times when I feel like my existence is nothing but pain and suffering and sometimes it is but other times it isn't...

It's obvious you mean well, so I don't mean to sound harsh when I say, if it's "there are times when..." and "but other times it isn't..." then please understand that you do not know what it's like. For many of us, myself included, it's not "times" and "other times". It's a proven, undeniable fact, an unwavering permanent awareness that never changes. It is simply and firmly The Way Things Are. Again, I don't mean to discourage your kindness, just wanted to clarify.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

It's obvious you mean well, so I don't mean to sound harsh when I say, if it's "there are times when..." and "but other times it isn't..." then please understand that you do not know what it's like. For many of us, myself included, it's not "times" and "other times". It's a proven, undeniable fact, an unwavering permanent awareness that never changes. It is simply and firmly The Way Things Are. Again, I don't mean to discourage your kindness, just wanted to clarify.

Fair point, I'm just old enough to understand that my old pain and suffering didn't last as long as I thought it would but to be fair I don't know everyone situation and this is coming from someone who actually attempted suicide in the past obviously I failed but I did have the intention of committing suicide so I don't take your words as if they weren't important but just as they were a valuable lesson that I should have noted.