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Making subconscious decisions to make ctb easier

BringMeToLife

BringMeToLife

I'm stuck in here
Apr 13, 2023
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Cutting people off, setting a possible date, buying SN "just in case", spending less money, giving up hobbies, preparing my partner for my disappearance, taking less and less care of myself, delaying plans of getting a driver's license in case money spend on it go to waste after I ctb... I don't know if I will ctb, I don't want to do it to by partner, but what if?...
 
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