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Shushua
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- Mar 17, 2025
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I have access to a gun, the only reason I havent used it to ctb yet is because I've never actually used a gun ever. I have a lot of trauma surrounding guns, so idk if I could actually deal with learning how to use them and everything, but if i want to use one the ctb I'll have to learn. Its almost ironic in a way. Maybe I'll just have to do a different method, which i'm open to, it's a bit dissapointing though. I feel like a gun is a pretty easy to way to go, and the chances of death (if you don't fuck it up) are pretty high.