I'm a fairly lonely person. I'm lucky enough to have a few friends, but those relationships have been complicated quite significantly by my mental health. I guess it's difficult to be friends with someone who's not planning on sticking around.
I recently moved to a new city, a couple of people at work really clicked, we'd go on walks and have real conversations. It finally felt like something had changed and I was connecting with people. It was beautiful and filled me with hope. Then I slipped, they witnessed it, and now things are... Different.
I know they don't see me in the same light, one of them in particular has shown himself to be significantly more distant than prior to my relapse. I don't blame him of course, but it complicates things.
As such, I'm looking for a friend. I figured it's my suicidality that got in the way of those previous relationships, and given the website we are on it likely won't present much of an issue in this scenario. I know it's rather pathetic to be posting this to a public forum. Desperate times and all that.
To me friendships are about meaningful connection, they can transcend age and gender. It's about what's within, emotions and purpose. Deep conversation, honest chats. If you are also looking for a friend, my inbox is open and maybe a friendship could form. Who knows?
All The Best,
IAmUncertain
I recently moved to a new city, a couple of people at work really clicked, we'd go on walks and have real conversations. It finally felt like something had changed and I was connecting with people. It was beautiful and filled me with hope. Then I slipped, they witnessed it, and now things are... Different.
I know they don't see me in the same light, one of them in particular has shown himself to be significantly more distant than prior to my relapse. I don't blame him of course, but it complicates things.
As such, I'm looking for a friend. I figured it's my suicidality that got in the way of those previous relationships, and given the website we are on it likely won't present much of an issue in this scenario. I know it's rather pathetic to be posting this to a public forum. Desperate times and all that.
To me friendships are about meaningful connection, they can transcend age and gender. It's about what's within, emotions and purpose. Deep conversation, honest chats. If you are also looking for a friend, my inbox is open and maybe a friendship could form. Who knows?
All The Best,
IAmUncertain
