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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I'm shocked when I read some of my posts from long ago. I was like did I write this? It seems like it's not me but it says it's me and I vaguely remember. It's just weird that I was thinking some of this stuff. I didn't think I was capable of some of the posts I made lol! I'm feeling more ready to go after I read the old posts. It just brings to light the seriousness of the borderline disorder.
 
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Scooter

Scooter

Member
Nov 8, 2019
31
I keep a journal that I write in from time to time, and I've had a very similar experience as you. Sometimes when I read my past entries it hurts to know that I was in such a dark place at the time. But what really hurts the most is the fact that I haven't gotten better. When I see an entry was made months ago it almost brings me to tears knowing I'm in the same place mentally as I was in then. I hope you find more understanding of your past post <3.
 
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Temporarilyabsurd

Temporarilyabsurd

NOISE:signal
Apr 27, 2018
438
Some mind worms get on repeat and just need venting out ... that's my excuse .
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,309
What you write can't be too bad considering you have over 10,000 likes : )
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
We all write stuff I am sure we look back on with a what the hell point of view, I know I do, esp when I have had a few!!
 
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