loneliness

[idk who i am]

anyone here who can't tell ANYTHING about you suffering the whole time to anyone IRL? i can't tell how i feel and what i am coming through, cause no one understands and i feel like noone even tries. also i fell like everyone i tell about my condition thinks i'm whining too much. I can't say anything about my will to ctb because they either don't really care, want to put me in psych ward or there are people that accept my decision but I can't talk or warn them about it because if I'll fuck up on another attempt it would be SO embarrassing! and some of my friends would think I'm just a poser who wants attention, so I can't let anyone know about my plans untill i succeed... i am completely alone mentally idk what to do and i can't even cry because I have no privacy

 

[Ghost2211]

There's nobody I can talk to about this irl, and for that matter I need to be careful what I say here. I'm sorry you're dealing with that. I understand the loneliness it causes.

 

[idk who i am]

There's nobody I can talk to about this irl, and for that matter I need to be careful what I say here. I'm sorry you're dealing with that. I understand the loneliness it causes.

I'm glad i found someone who's like me but at the same time i feel bad for you :( wish you the best!

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm glad i found someone who's like me but at the same time i feel bad for you :( wish you the best!

You can always reach out and talk if you're feeling lonely. A lot of us here understand that feeling.

 

[botanormal]

I'm in the same situation, so I really understand how isolating it feels. The only ones I'm close enough with to talk to about it seem to have very harsh views about mental health, and I know they view ctb as weak, which is painful. I'm sorry you're going through something similar, really. Everyone should have the chance to open up about their suffering. I hope you're able to find the comfort you couldn't receive irl, in this forum. I'm sending you hugs!

 

[Deleted member 20852]

Yeah me too I'm not close to anyone and they wouldn't understand anyway.

 

[antigone_iris]

anyone here who can't tell ANYTHING about you suffering the whole time to anyone IRL? i can't tell how i feel and what i am coming through, cause no one understands and i feel like noone even tries. also i fell like everyone i tell about my condition thinks i'm whining too much.

You're not alone. I totally get what you mean, because I'm going through that as well. Sending you hugs

 

[idk who i am]

I'm in the same situation, so I really understand how isolating it feels. The only ones I'm close enough with to talk to about it seem to have very harsh views about mental health, and I know they view ctb as weak, which is painful. I'm sorry you're going through something similar, really. Everyone should have the chance to open up about their suffering. I hope you're able to find the comfort you couldn't receive irl, in this forum. I'm sending you hugs!

thank you for sharing!! i hope everything will go well for you with anything you want!

Yeah me too I'm not close to anyone and they wouldn't understand anyway.

I'm sorry. but i guess we aren't alone eventually, at least here

 

[Aurora]

I can relate to this. I've always felt extremely lonely and I was the kid on the playground everyone ignored. Even my therapist got sick of me and dumped me. I feel envious of people who have someone to talk to and family who cares to listen to them. I feel so disconnected.

 

[idk who i am]

I can relate to this. I've always felt extremely lonely and I was the kid on the playground everyone ignored. Even my therapist got sick of me and dumped me. I feel envious of people who have someone to talk to and family who cares to listen to them. I feel so disconnected.

ohhh I'm so so sorry! you can pm me any time if you want to talk about anything :(