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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
I'm ctb via the exit bag and am considering listening to music during it, maybe even some meditation music to help keep me calm. Just take deep breaths and go to an imaginary happy place before I go to sleep forever. Is anyone else going to listen to music while ctb?
 
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Nitromask

Specialist
Feb 18, 2019
324
I'm ctb via the exit bag and am considering listening to music during it, maybe even some meditation music to help keep me calm. Just take deep breaths and go to an imaginary happy place before I go to sleep forever. Is anyone else going to listen to music while ctb?
Yeah I definitely plan on listening to music. Problem is deciding what to listen to haha
 
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noonetoo

noonetoo

Specialist
Mar 7, 2019
386
Clint Mansell - Requiem For a Dream

It's been my ctb song since I was a teenager.
It gives me the end of the world vibe.
I used to stay up sleepless nights googling 2012.
I'm still waiting for the end of my world. It'll be complete destruction in my mind.
 
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Pepega

Pepega

Betaman
Mar 2, 2019
101
Don't listen to sad music, it makes it harder, I would say something like guns n' roses paradise city
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
Don't listen to sad music, it makes it harder, I would say something like guns n' roses paradise city
sad music makes me want to kms even more
 
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Pepega

Pepega

Betaman
Mar 2, 2019
101
Well, I'm not sad that I'm leaving, so listening to something sad doesn't make sense for me ¯\(ツ)
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Well, I'm not sad that I'm leaving, so listening to something sad doesn't make sense for me ¯\(ツ)
Who knows what you'll feel in the moment
 
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Pepega

Pepega

Betaman
Mar 2, 2019
101
Who knows what you'll feel in the moment
I'v been through it 2 times, i'm sick of drama, I hope I remain relaxed and be happy that this will finally end
 
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GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
I'm ctb via the exit bag and am considering listening to music during it, maybe even some meditation music to help keep me calm. Just take deep breaths and go to an imaginary happy place before I go to sleep forever. Is anyone else going to listen to music while ctb?
Yes in fact I have a spotify end of life playlist that I am making.
Yeah it's going to take me a whole day or two to get through the whole playlist then once I reach climax it's time to end it.
 
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