List of reasons why i want to kill myself

[Readytoendit]

I've decided to make a list of why I want to die. Some of the reasons I list may look insignificant or petty to you, but for me there real problems. Please keep that in mind.

1. I'm actually stupid
2. I can't make any friends
3. My main family is mostly dead except my sister
4. I have fucked teeth that will cost a ton to fix
5. I'm ugly
6. No one knows who I am except my therapist because I have trouble talking to people
7. No one will miss me, by the end of the year they'll get over it
8. My mom committed suicide
9. I'm a loser and will always be one
10. Never had a girlfriend. Will probably be a virgin my whole life unless I get a prostitute
11. I'm weak
12. I've wanted to do this for a long time

 

[Ashpac]

I dont think anyone would say they are bad reasons to end ones life.

I feel for you actually. I could relate on some of them.

What is your plan of action if you do go through with committing suicide?

 

[Readytoendit]

I dont think anyone would say they are bad reasons to end ones life.

I feel for you actually. I could relate on some of them.

What is your plan of action if you do go through with committing suicide?

Sodium nitrite. I could do it now but I'm afraid my family will hear me.

 

[Ashpac]

Thats the method im choosing.

I might make a thread about when i do it so i can alert everyone on here if its reliable or painful or not.

 

[Readytoendit]

Thats the method im choosing.

I might make a thread about when i do it so i can alert everyone on here if its reliable or painful or not.

I've thought about doing that, but I want to destroy my phone first so no one can access it.

 

[Smilla]

Excellent list.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

My mom committed suicide

Damn, it's almost like a birthright then.

Kind of envious. My mom died of damn cancer. Even wanted to fight it. I told her good luck, but knew she had no chance in hell. I miss her and wish she was still around, but really her life was terrible and it perplexed me why she wanted to keep living.

If I ever get cancer, I'm celebrating by sniffing a pizza and buying a gun. Sure as hell not fighting it. Losing battle. I'd eat the pizza, but my stomach won't handle it anymore. I can still sniff it though.

 

[itsallover]

Damn, it's almost like a birthright then.

Kind of envious. My mom died of damn cancer. Even wanted to fight it. I told her good luck, but knew she had no chance in hell. I miss her and wish she was still around, but really her life was terrible and it perplexed me why she wanted to keep living.

If I ever get cancer, I'm celebrating by sniffing a pizza and buying a gun. Sure as hell not fighting it. Losing battle. I'd eat the pizza, but my stomach won't handle it anymore. I can still sniff it though.

Nobody really survives radiation. It's straight up poison so I see your reasoning.

 

[itsallover]

A lot of those sound like low self esteem issues which I have none of either at this point. I thought I was someone a couple years back but now I'm just a nobody too.

 

[Schopenhauer]

How old are you? I felt this way when I was 18-20. I tried giving life a chance, and it did improve somewhat, some of the time. However, I wish I had killed myself back then. It wasn't worth it.

I hope you figure it out.