Life or death, TBD in 3 days...

[TAW122]

I will be away for a while to travel in the next few days, and if things goes well then I would not ctb by end of May. However, if things are still shit, goes to shit, then I will die less than 3 months from now. I won't likely be on here as I will be out of town and also I don't trust public WiFi so I'm paranoid to get onto this site (even on private browsing).

When I return, I will know whether I die near end of May this year or continue living for the coming months and future... If there is anything anyone wishes to say feel free to. I will keep you guys updated in the coming days.

Just in case anyone is wondering why the wait until May, well during that month, my family is out of town and I have the house to myself while pet and house sitting for them while they are on vacation. If I were to ctb (going to be very messy as I'm going via firearm), then I would leave the house and do it in a remote location (still close to my parent's home) and would take precautions as to not notify my family or people IRL until well after my death and at least until family is home. Also, not doing in the home at least keeps the home nice and tidy as well as retains the property value of the house.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

I wish you all the luck!
Take care
:)

 

[yami9292]

Hope it goes well and we'll be here for you when you come back. Have a nice couple of days.

 

[JustAboutDone]

I've admired your gutsy stance on everything tbh. You are true to yourself and you say it like it is and I like that about you. I hope that you enjoy the next few days travel and it gives you a good positive vibe going forward - whether it's for ctb or a new life.

 

[lululoo]

Hope the next few days are good!

 

[Circles]

Wish you luck bro and hope all your worries would vanish. Thank you for all the information you've researched.

Don't know if you have time but someone in a different thread asked about placement behind the ear? Any advice for @Jamba? https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/death-by-firearm.12696/

 

[TAW122]

I just replied in that thread, and after tonight I will be away for a few days, still online for a bit though.

 

[Ruffian]

I have not been a member here long, but I can say I enjoy reading your posts, and I love your profile pic! Whatever happens, I hope the outcome is as you wish.

 

[TAW122]

Update, good news, it looks like I've gotten what I'm searching for, thus I will be living past May 2019.

 

[Redt2go]

Update, good news, it looks like I've gotten what I'm searching for, thus I will be living past May 2019.

yay for you :)