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turkishcoffee77

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Dec 27, 2025
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Hi all

Newcomer. Sorry I'm here.

I've held on and continue to hold on as long as I can. But the black portal is sadly starting to open up for me.

The short end of it: My family is ripping me apart. And they know it too. I want them to keep going with what little I have left to give them. I'm starting to drop hints with little effect, but ultimately some serious conversations will take place with my people when the time is close.

I've setup a will, funeral home arrangements, and am 7 years into a 15 year term insurance policy. Hopefully in California, the 2 year clause will grant my people a payout with no questions asked.

Peaceful method planned, place chosen near the chapel. I'm trying to prepare my documents sensibly so there's no fuss when I'm found.

I know I'm going to wreck their lives, but I need them to understand that if they love me they need to let me go.

How do I arrange these packets with instructions at the site so the coroner collection/death cert/insurance payout is uneventful? Should I leave phone numbers for support groups with my letter? As I'm spiritual, should I leave numbers for mediums they can contact?

Thanks for any help, and blessings.
 

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