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luckytwice

luckytwice

Lucky — 🐾 January 6, 2025 🕊 Jan 10, 2025 🏡
Jan 5, 2025
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I'll try not to wax poetic on this.

I came into this world scared, crying, and covered in blood, and I'll leave this world scared, crying, and covered in blood.

I'm scared to die. That much is normal, I know, but... I'm not as terrified as I should be, and that worries me. I got extremely close with my last attempt almost a full decade ago. I was 13 and had no concept of what I was trying to do/how to do it right, but now I'm an adult. I know exactly what to do to maximize my chances of dying with the limited materials I have, and yet... That comforts me. It comforts me to know that I'll die.

Love,
Lucky
 
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