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ADHDloser

ADHDloser

Peaceful Death
Mar 5, 2024
21
You see all over the news how the economy is doing bad, aging population, etc. I don't work or study, I just want to die. It would be beneficial to the government if I died. I'm only a liability for fuck sakes, but no 'euthanasia is wrong blah blah blah'. If I wasn't so much of a pussy I would slit my throat. Fuck everything. This endless fucking agony. I've tried everything from therapy to different medications. I'm a failure just like my father was. He sat at home escaping by smoking all day. At least his agony ended earlier this year when he passed away. I just sit at home staring at ceiling hoping my turn comes soon.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,535
I understand just wanting to be gone, I also find it painful to exist, I just hope to cease existing and never suffer ever again, it feels so cruel to me how euthanasia is denied as an option. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you wish for.
 
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pariah80

Arcanist
Aug 12, 2024
404
I feel you. This isn't a world I want to grow old in. I maybe am just pessimistic, but I see a lot of dark days ahead. Not just because of the U.S. elections. It seems like there's been a global rot happening. But no one wants to face the reality of it.
 
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JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
You see all over the news how the economy is doing bad, aging population, etc. I don't work or study, I just want to die. It would be beneficial to the government if I died. I'm only a liability for fuck sakes, but no 'euthanasia is wrong blah blah blah'. If I wasn't so much of a pussy I would slit my throat. Fuck everything. This endless fucking agony. I've tried everything from therapy to different medications. I'm a failure just like my father was. He sat at home escaping by smoking all day. At least his agony ended earlier this year when he passed away. I just sit at home staring at ceiling hoping my turn comes soon.
Honestly can't blame ya. Heard rumors about a war world 3. And Russia planning to strike the US. If ww3 ever happens and I'm still alive for it. First thing I do is ctb.
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
323
If ww3 were to happen, I hope the first bomb lands directly on my head. I hate living soo much, but just can't find the courage to CTB. Global rot is so true. Seems hate is taking over everywhere, so sad.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
It would be beneficial to the government if I died.
No it wouldn't. They profit from everybody regardless of whether they work or not. Aside from that, I relate to wanting to die. I hope you find peace soon
 
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Yume Nikki

Yume Nikki

Experienced
Dec 8, 2024
212
My dad passed away a year and a half ago too, and honestly I am envious of his fate, I want to free myself of this world too, but I am not brave enough to go through ctb yet. Everyone tells me 'it gets better' but guess what, it hasn't. I've been ghosted by two friends while going through a painful breakup. Maybe I deserve this fate, maybe I need to die at some point.
 
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