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CicadaShell

CicadaShell

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Apr 26, 2023
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Hi, I'm here because I have a plan to cbt after I graduate college to prove to myself and others that I was capable of doing hard things. Maybe I won't even make it to graduation but that's my goal.
Not sure what else to put here but I wanted to make a post I guess :p
 
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NotRocketScience

NotRocketScience

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Apr 21, 2023
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You seem to be motivated and determined to say the least. I'm sure that you'll make it!

What's your major?
 
PreCambrianBliss

PreCambrianBliss

Touring the primordial aeon
Apr 26, 2023
91
I obviously don't understand the circumstances you're in so take this with a grain of salt, but is ctb really better than just forgetting about everyone who thought you weren't capable? What good is "proving a point" if you aren't around afterwards to reap the benefits? It's like if someone offers you $5 to burn $100. Sure you can prove yourself and win the bet, but... why?
 
CicadaShell

CicadaShell

Member
Apr 26, 2023
11
You seem to be motivated and determined to say the least. I'm sure that you'll make it!

What's your major?
Thank you, I just worry I won't make it because I've never committed to anything for very long
:(
I'm currently majoring in psychology, I might switch to sociology though
I obviously don't understand the circumstances you're in so take this with a grain of salt, but is ctb really better than just forgetting about everyone who thought you weren't capable? What good is "proving a point" if you aren't around afterwards to reap the benefits? It's like if someone offers you $5 to burn $100. Sure you can prove yourself and win the bet, but...
There is more to it than proving a point, sorry for not really giving all the context but I'm kind of waiting to do it after graduation instead of now. Proving I can do something is more like a bonus I guess
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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