Just ordered food…

[emgrl]

I just ordered some food, since I'm still not up to going out, and didn't feel like cooking anything… food's here, and I don't want it. No hunger whatsoever. I took a bite, and I'm done.

I don't want to be depressed anymore. Anxiety is even worse. My life is anything but a life. I'm a hermit, and I'm so friggin' bored, yet I can't get past the above mentioned. If I could sleep all day and night, I would. I can't even do that.

I'm just so sad all the time. I don't want any of this anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really would be ideal to constantly sleep. I also wish that I could do that. Being awake only ever leads to more suffering.