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Ashe

Ashe

Born to suffer for others
Sep 20, 2023
112
Don't say you're sorry
My time is running out
But i'm still dead inside
Here I am being left to the wayside
I'm just trying to find something real
How could I expect you to know how I feel
Don't say you're sorry
I'm crying but I just want to feel inside
My scars ache when I get these thoughts
Haunted by the reaper I survived
The razor is my only resort
Cause I feel nothing
Don't say you're sorry
I'm not the type to walk away
If I said I'd do it then I meant what I said
I don't care about my life
So you're going to watch as I bled
The color fading from my face
You're going to feel what it's like to be powerless
And when i'm gone you're going to see me in true grace
Because you devour us
Because you mock us
Because you left us
And what you ask what you could of done better
But I was doomed from the start
There was never any hope
I finally found my escape
I was your first mistake
Now you no longer have to see me ache
My wings can finally shake
Watch as I shine in radiance
And we'll meet again in another life
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,808
Go well Ash, best wishes.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,808
awkward, sorry its not a goodbye just another dumb poem
Not a problem, Ash, my bad … I'm kinda "poem deaf". (I don't sing in tune either).
 
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Ashe

Ashe

Born to suffer for others
Sep 20, 2023
112
Not a problem, Ash, my bad … I'm kinda "poem deaf". (I don't sing in tune either).
It's all good. It's just a small way to get my thoughts and feelings out I don't expect too many other people to understand.
 
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abcz

abcz

confused with life
Sep 19, 2023
71
I like the poem. Yeah I did infer the wrong thing based on the title probably, but the poem itself is great imo. Then I got slightly worried that it was about to show you doing those things in the thread but yeah. It feels like the wrong place to say this, but have a nice day (:
 

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