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bpdbun

bpdbun

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Jun 16, 2022
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Found out my boyfriend was engaged to a girl a few years ago….and she died by suicide via SN 🤦🏼‍♀️ That's been my method of choice for years. Well, f u c k.

Just needed to shout this into the void because I feel so guilty, but no other method seems promising.
 
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theboy

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I don't understand
Is it sarcasm or do you feel affected ?
 
bpdbun

bpdbun

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Jun 16, 2022
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I don't understand
Is it sarcasm or do you feel affected ?
sorry, I'm a lil drunk right now. Sarcasm. I hate the coincidence because I'm afraid that if I do it in the future, he will think he gave me the idea. He doesn't deserve two dead loves, especially not from the same method.
 
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theboy

theboy

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sorry, I'm a lil drunk right now. Sarcasm. I hate the coincidence because I'm afraid that if I do it in the future, he will think he gave me the idea. He doesn't deserve two dead loves, especially not from the same method.
Ah, it sounds like a dark omen
 
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