Just fucked it up with the only person I’ve ever truly loved. CTB moved forward

[ScaredToLive]

As title says, my insecurities that she's cheating on me (maybe she is) has led me to be stupid start and argument. She's taken me out of all her Facebook posts so it's over basically. The sickening anxiety I've got is horrible, gut wrenching. On the plus side it means I can kill myself without any interference. I'm devastated I've ruined the only good thing in my life. Fuck
Wrong forum sorry. I can't sleep. I feel so sick, this time it's actually over. I got a rope from b and q though at least so I can carry on with that

 

[scorpiooo2]

I wish you luck in whatever you choose to do.

I've fucked up so many relationships and some nights it keeps me awake thinking about it.

I hope you figure this out <3.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i'm sorry about your relationship. i hope you find peace in whatever you decide. we'll be here in the meantime, if you ever need any help.

 

[Huntfish34]

Done my fair share of fucking up relationship's don't worry. Sorry you are having to deal with this right now. Thoughts and prayers are with you.

 

[pickajack]

Sorry @ScaredToLive The end of a relationship is so painful. Sending you a big hug

 

[netrezven]

I just wanna say this- if you felt uncomfortable for any reason - this relationship should not be the best thing. And for ever reason you lost your trust and ended it - this can actually be the best thing for you. Putting guilt for what you felt is only going to drag you down and for absolutely no gain at all. That's what I wanna say to my ex-me at least.