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Freedomatlast24

Freedomatlast24

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May 12, 2024
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I now think about going to Beachy Head at night and riding off the edge at speed on my mountain bike to try and give me some momentum, avoid any ledges or disruption to my fall on the way down.

Is that stupid? I never was a good mountain biker due to acute disability that rendered any progression at the sport super difficult if not impossible. It was another thing that broke me. Therefore I never got truly brave on the bike, could jump, pump to build speed etc.

So it's not even like I could do this epic leap to death. I know I'd ride up to it, panic & slam the brakes like I always did.

Imagine if I took the brakes out... now there's a thought.

Feels like a massive fuck you & I enjoy the fantasy.
 

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