Jonestown O'Clock - Opioids in Flavor-aid

[schopenh]

I was pretty sure about using the SN method for a long time, but it was just too much for me. I can't see myself drinking it. I'll probably vomit as soon as it touches my tongue.
I'm thinking of just crushing a load of tapentadol (at least 4g worth) and benzos (maybe 1g of xanax) and putting it in flavor aid like Jonestown (they used cyanide though) and then washing my mouth out immediately after to get rid of the taste of the medicines. I'll still do fasting, anti-emetics and cimetidine. I'd been thinking of this for a long time but I got the idea to switch when someone shared some paper by dutch doctors who were advising lethal dosages of various medicines.

Any advice for opioid/opiate deaths? I'm thinking to just make sure to lay on my stomach so I don't die by choking on vomit.
I feel like this will be more peaceful than SN and is basically guaranteed to work as long as I don't call an ambulance or get found.

Honestly I wish I could just go through with it, but every time I fast, I just can't bring myself to end it. I wish I didn't have such a painful disease :-(

 

[Meditation guide]

I was pretty sure about using the SN method for a long time, but it was just too much for me. I can't see myself drinking it. I'll probably vomit as soon as it touches my tongue.
I'm thinking of just crushing a load of tapentadol (at least 4g worth) and benzos (maybe 1g of xanax) and putting it in flavor aid like Jonestown (they used cyanide though) and then washing my mouth out immediately after to get rid of the taste of the medicines. I'll still do fasting, anti-emetics and cimetidine. I'd been thinking of this for a long time but I got the idea to switch when someone shared some paper by dutch doctors who were advising lethal dosages of various medicines.

Any advice for opioid/opiate deaths? I'm thinking to just make sure to lay on my stomach so I don't die by choking on vomit.
I feel like this will be more peaceful than SN and is basically guaranteed to work as long as I don't call an ambulance or get found.

Honestly I wish I could just go through with it, but every time I fast, I just can't bring myself to end it. I wish I didn't have such a painful disease :-(

I'm sorry it's come to this for you. I have pain too so I understand how it is for you. I also can't see myself drinking SN. Whatever you do I wish you luck, peace and a swift journey.

 

[schopenh]

I'm sorry it's come to this for you. I have pain too so I understand how it is for you. I also can't see myself drinking SN. Whatever you do I wish you luck, peace and a swift journey.

Thanks very much, I wish the same for you.

 

[Aap]

I would not encourage a tapentadol OD - can cause hallucinations, seizures, serotonin syndrome, elevated intracranial pressure.

 

[SleepyTime]

One thing to be aware of is the difference in the onset of action for the two drugs. Xanax is up to 1 hour and Tapentadol is about 30 minutes. If I were choosing these, I would take the Xanax first and then take the Tapentadol. I would want to pass out from the Xanax before the other drug starts to act.

 

[schopenh]

I would not encourage a tapentadol OD - can cause hallucinations, seizures, serotonin syndrome, elevated intracranial pressure.

This is true.

One thing to be aware of is the difference in the onset of action for the two drugs. Xanax is up to 1 hour and Tapentadol is about 30 minutes. If I were choosing these, I would take the Xanax first and then take the Tapentadol. I would want to pass out from the Xanax before the other drug starts to act.

Thanks for pointing that out.