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whalefall1996

whalefall1996

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Aug 4, 2025
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Hi everyone, I am new here but not new to the acceptance of committing suicide...I've spent about 15 years with these feelings and I'm about ready to ctb.

I read the PPH and have decided I want to go by carbon monoxide, and in the book it mentions that you can buy it from commercial gas suppliers as a professional so I'm wondering if people know what sort of jobs allow you to purchase it? I know that I can generate carbon monoxide in other ways but I'm also a professional failure so it feel like it would be fun to maybe re-train and learn something new that will also help me in my future.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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Meat product manufacturer? Carbon monoxide is used to keep meat red.
But to be honest it does not sound viable to get such a job or pretend to be professional
 
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whalefall1996

whalefall1996

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Aug 4, 2025
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Yeah, I looked into that, but like you said it seems unlikely you can buy it directly without starting your own business or a ton of build up. I was thinking more it might be possible to do a vocational course as a gas technician or gas engineer, but just wanted also to get other people's suggestions. i haven't felt excited about something like this in a long time (though i'm sure it will fade tomorrow)....
 
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