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bpdwriter

bpdwriter

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Jul 23, 2025
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Main reasons for wanting to ctb is giving up on life because i graduated but have no job, no romantic prospects, looming debt approaching (student loans).

After over a hundred rejections, I have an interview this tuesday for a remote job. Something I'm actually excited to do, 60k and very relaxed. I'm optimistic, but also a bit scared. Last time I was excited for a job, I made it to the final interview only to have them ghost me.

Really hoping this one works out so I can start recovery. The money can help me so much to get a psy-dog and actually take care of myself more physically so I can try dating apps again. If it doesn't, I fear I'll be a lot worse off.
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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Main reasons for wanting to ctb is giving up on life because i graduated but have no job, no romantic prospects, looming debt approaching (student loans).

After over a hundred rejections, I have an interview this tuesday for a remote job. Something I'm actually excited to do, 60k and very relaxed. I'm optimistic, but also a bit scared. Last time I was excited for a job, I made it to the final interview only to have them ghost me.

Really hoping this one works out so I can start recovery. The money can help me so much to get a psy-dog and actually take care of myself more physically so I can try dating apps again. If it doesn't, I fear I'll be a lot worse off.
Good luck!
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Good luck! :heart:
 
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sadman1897

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Good luck friend , let us know how the interview goes .
 
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Zardoz

Zardoz

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May 21, 2025
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Main reasons for wanting to ctb is giving up on life because i graduated but have no job, no romantic prospects, looming debt approaching (student loans).

After over a hundred rejections, I have an interview this tuesday for a remote job. Something I'm actually excited to do, 60k and very relaxed. I'm optimistic, but also a bit scared. Last time I was excited for a job, I made it to the final interview only to have them ghost me.

Really hoping this one works out so I can start recovery. The money can help me so much to get a psy-dog and actually take care of myself more physically so I can try dating apps again. If it doesn't, I fear I'll be a lot worse off.
Good luck. (I'm in a similar position).
Don't beat yourself up too much over it if it doesn't work out...
 
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MydnytSorrow

MydnytSorrow

*To Die Would Be An Awfully Big Adventure*
Aug 9, 2025
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I wish you the bestest of luck! ❤️
 

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