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I've never had a birthday party

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former forum user J

former forum user J

defunct account, working on recovery
Jun 22, 2023
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Honestly every year, even if I've been OK that year, I view it as a failure. I'm only young too. I view myself as a failure constantly, but especially now. For me this is just facts no judgement around it.

As a result I've never really had a birthday party. If others suggests one or organise me one, I always hate it cos I don't think I deserve one. I don't want to celebrate my own failure, I'd rather let it pass.

Therefore, I must be atleast a bit successful. Or I'll never let myself be happy.
 
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