I live in a conservative Muslim country where most women won't have sex before marriage. I find that problematic because of the fact that I'm not interested in making a family and because it's expensive to get married here (the man has to pay for everything, including the dowry, the wedding costs, and is also expected to be the breadwinner after marriage}. I've become so desperate to have sex that I started driving around in my parents' car asking beggars if they would let me have fun with them in exchange for money, and of course most of them don't agree. I only managed to convince one Turkmen/gypsy woman to give me a handjob but she didn't finish her job and left me with blue balls and demanded I paid her more to finish the job. i basically got ripped off.
I wish I were from other parts of the world where people are more open to sex and drinking. My life is absolutely dull.
I wish I were from other parts of the world where people are more open to sex and drinking. My life is absolutely dull.
