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EquinoxAlchemist

EquinoxAlchemist

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Jun 5, 2025
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I already cut myself, but that's not enough. I have this visceral feeling that I need to dig into my skin, my flesh. That I need to get to my bone and open myself up. It's an overwhelming urge at times and I just can't understand why. At least right now I don't want to die, but I still want to bust my ribcage open.
 
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EquinoxAlchemist

EquinoxAlchemist

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Jun 5, 2025
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I've never understood the urge of hurting yourself. Is it like shame?
How do you mean shame? I'm not entirely sure why I do it, I just do. I like the blood, the wound and scars, the pain not so much but that's usually not so bad. The urge to go deeper is always there.
 
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Jun 7, 2025
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How do you mean shame? I'm not entirely sure why I do it, I just do. I like the blood, the wound and scars, the pain not so much but that's usually not so bad. The urge to go deeper is always there.
Some people hurt themselves because they feel like they deserve it
 

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