It's been real

[Boots2Scoots]

This will be my last post here. I realize today I'm at the peak of my life. I had everything going for me and I made some horrible decisions. Knocked myself down to being the worst kind of person that humanity has to offer. It's crazy how I got here. It's crazy how I let myself slip and fall to this point. It's crazy how bad of a person I became.

Be honest with yourself and your friends. Be open. Always have integrity in your actions. Don't be like me. I'm not sitting around anymore and waiting for things to get worse than they already are. I'm leaving behind some of the most amazing people and pets on this planet. People that would do anything for me and vice versa. Destroyed my wonderful girlfriend already and I'm not even gone yet. This is not how things were meant to be. I'll flat out say it, if you have an addiction, ANY addiction, fucking speak up. Let people know so you can get help. I had no reason to stoop to this low. I was finally happy.

Thanks for this sub. These last 2 months have been the hardest of my life with coming to the realization of the disgusting nature I'm capable of having. Without you all, I don't think I'd be able to do this in such a sound state of mind.

I wish everyone here nothing but the best. Goodbye.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best as well.

 

[persepexa]

I wish you all the best. I can relate to this post. Watching yourself go from being one kind of person to another is one of the hardest things you can go through. All the best.

 

[Well_Its_Time]

May you find peace and end suffering.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

Your posts have really touched me, thanks for sharing. I'm truly sorry that it has to come to this for you, we're losing a kind and real soul in saying goodbye to you. Peace and love be with you, and all the best to you too.

 

[Sleeper System]

Please have mercy. We are only human. Let this one find peace and hurt no more.

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

I hope you find peace, friend

 

[Boots2Scoots]

Thank you all. I'm still around for now but tomorrow I plan on bowling alone for a while and then someone close to me requested I call them when I go. You all are amazing people. I hope you find your peace as well.

 

[DoneWithThisLife]

If this is what you really want then I wish you peace. I hope you are not being too hasty here. I understand addiction very well and you are obviously very self aware at this point. There is so much help available but only you can ask for it. Yea it may take a while to show those you love that you have changed but I really hope you have given it some consideration.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do. I don't know what you did, or what this "addiction" could be that you have, but it seems, at least to me, that simply acknowledging there is an issue is a good first step in solving the problem, if you so desire. Whatever you do, I wish you the best.

 

[The_Hunter]

This will be my last post here. I realize today I'm at the peak of my life. I had everything going for me and I made some horrible decisions. Knocked myself down to being the worst kind of person that humanity has to offer. It's crazy how I got here. It's crazy how I let myself slip and fall to this point. It's crazy how bad of a person I became.

Be honest with yourself and your friends. Be open. Always have integrity in your actions. Don't be like me. I'm not sitting around anymore and waiting for things to get worse than they already are. I'm leaving behind some of the most amazing people and pets on this planet. People that would do anything for me and vice versa. Destroyed my wonderful girlfriend already and I'm not even gone yet. This is not how things were meant to be. I'll flat out say it, if you have an addiction, ANY addiction, fucking speak up. Let people know so you can get help. I had no reason to stoop to this low. I was finally happy.

Thanks for this sub. These last 2 months have been the hardest of my life with coming to the realization of the disgusting nature I'm capable of having. Without you all, I don't think I'd be able to do this in such a sound state of mind.

I wish everyone here nothing but the best. Goodbye.

Legitimately, you are an excellent person, and a truly fine person who gives advice of exceptional clarity. A fine person indeed.

Your words of advice you have given to others are of genuine value. If you are unfortunately no longer here, I solemnly offer a mourning to you; you deserve to be mourned, to be honest.

My words here. Thank you for existing.

--Hunter