It's been almost a year...

[Dwellinglifeless]

Since I let go of the singe most important person who ever came into my life. I still literally do not know how I messed up so bad. I literally think of her every day. and I am haunted by the memories of what happened. I don't think I have really slept right since it all happened. I put my life in utter shambles. And ruined what could have been my soul mate. I'll never feel whole again. All I am now is a drifting soul looking for a stopping point.

Sorry if this is cliche, it just felt good to right

 

[Toenditall]

i know how you feel i did the same earlier this year after my dad died i pushed eveyone away

 

[TiredHorse]

We share the same sorrow, Dwellinglifeless. She is gone, and my life is worthless without her. The sooner I find the strength to ctb, the better.