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Jaylee

Member
Aug 19, 2018
43
I realised that i am actually done. I just don't want to live longer. I'm done. I've decided that I will drive my car into a truck on the highway. No turning back from that.

If I fail it doesn't matter. I'll be paralyzed so I don't care anymore.

Life wasn't kind to me. So I gave up. Like everyone wants
 
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Jamesbond

Member
May 27, 2020
30
What about the driver of the truck? Lots of other ways that don't hurt other people mate. I'm so sorry you're feeling how you are but please consider the guy who you hit who will have to deal with this for the rest of his life. Please reconsider doing this to someone else
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
271
Please reconsider. The driver of the truck could get injured or die instead. You have the right of choice as far as your own self. Don't take that right away from someone else.
 
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youpi

Member
Jul 4, 2024
81
Please go for a train instead of a truck, they're used to it
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,153
Hit a tree or something...
Remember, modern cars are very safe. They absorb incredible damage and let the occupants walk away.
 
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Jaylee

Member
Aug 19, 2018
43
I was debating truck or tree. But the truck i would hit it not from the front but at the back. But tree sounds also good. I just need something that is reliable
 
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carfemtanyl

Student
Nov 18, 2025
114
crashing your car isn't very reliable
they're build to absorb most of the energy so you don't die

unless you drive a cyber truck, your car can realistically save you but you will be badly injured and might kill others
 
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Jaylee

Member
Aug 19, 2018
43
No. Not a cyber truck.
It's actually the only way out for me i guess.
 
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carfemtanyl

Student
Nov 18, 2025
114
well I can't really stop you but I can tell you that this is very unreliable with bad outcomes if you survive
 
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copioushopelessness

Specialist
Aug 27, 2025
397
If you're talking a tractor-trailer truck that could cause a pile up that could hurt MANY people.
Hitting one from behind might not work anyway. It's not for certain that you'd be paralyzed or dead. Car crashes are so unpredictable. I've known many people who have both survived and died. There's so many variables to this.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,409
I realised that i am actually done. I just don't want to live longer. I'm done. I've decided that I will drive my car into a truck on the highway. No turning back from that.

If I fail it doesn't matter. I'll be paralyzed so I don't care anymore.

Life wasn't kind to me. So I gave up. Like everyone wants
Please don't hurt other people. If you were that suicidal pilot who took 150 people with him, we couldn't just say, "I hope you find peace."
 
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cyanidekitty

Member
Jun 19, 2025
55
Please go for a train instead of a truck, they're used to it
not much better, still very traumatic.

OP i can somewhat understand where ur coming from. i've had no method then i thought the most 'exciting' would be getting hit by a semi on I-10.
I changed my mind when i finally stopped thinking of myself & thought of the others around
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Specialist
Sep 10, 2025
388
I realised that i am actually done. I just don't want to live longer. I'm done. I've decided that I will drive my car into a truck on the highway. No turning back from that.

If I fail it doesn't matter. I'll be paralyzed so I don't care anymore.

Life wasn't kind to me. So I gave up. Like everyone wants
God don't involve innocent people please
 
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TrulyNeverCertain

I'm not entirely sure... (They/Them)
Jan 18, 2026
50
Please don't put other people in harms way, there are so many other ways that don't endanger anyone
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,153
Cars are still very safe. Crumple zones and enough airbags to build a bouncy house.
 
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