Okay where to start....
I posted some time ago. I can't remember what the heading was, but basically I was sexually assaulted on 28th July by three scum bags. I was mentally fucked at the time, well I still am.
Found out last week I'm pregnant. Had an appointment booked at a private clinic a few days ago to have a termination, but I didn't attend, but it got me thinking.... what is the point when I will be departing shortly.
I need to make my final plans this weekend, stop pissing about. Act 'normal' around my family and friends. I can do that, even though I'm drained pretending, but oh well, not much longer now.
I posted some time ago. I can't remember what the heading was, but basically I was sexually assaulted on 28th July by three scum bags. I was mentally fucked at the time, well I still am.
Found out last week I'm pregnant. Had an appointment booked at a private clinic a few days ago to have a termination, but I didn't attend, but it got me thinking.... what is the point when I will be departing shortly.
I need to make my final plans this weekend, stop pissing about. Act 'normal' around my family and friends. I can do that, even though I'm drained pretending, but oh well, not much longer now.
