Venting it hurts how no one actually cares

[jes7ter]

its geniuinely gonna be the nail to my coffin how no one actually gives a fuck about me. i dont have a single person that im important to. idk what i did to deserve this. everyone that says they care about me either does it to gain something out of it or just straight up bullshits me for no reason
"dont cut yourself" but youre gonna forget i ever did that in the first place and pretend im ok and whenever i do it again its just gonna annoy you how much of an attention whore i am
if i leave not a single person will care, if i die theyre either wont notice, or will be sad and forget after 3 days max. im not gonna get mourned so i dont even give a fuck anymore
either they dont care enough to see that im unwell or they just pretend not to
i geniuinely believe some people exist just to suffer and theyre bound to kill themselves
i never thought my loneliness could get so bad and i don't want to find anyone new either because they will never care about me as much as i do
i only get attached do people that wouldnt care if i died
whats the point of continuing to live if im only going to be miserable for the rest of my life
i wish theyd suffer when i kill myself but they wont, it wont make a difference
i will do that eventually anyway
no friend of mine cares about me, i wouldnt even call any of them my friends since they can go for days without talking to me
my family doesnt give a fuck even though im clinically depressed and ive told them countless times that i feel that way
ill be at peace once i end it all but i just wish a single person would mourn me

 

[Terrible_Life]

The evilness of this world

 

[lawlietsph]

i know this feeling too well
i'm so sorry
don't know why it has to be this way. no one should suffer alone but here we are, so many of us without any support or anyone to even acknowledge our existence

 

[sanctionme93]

We weren't meant to live like this humans are tribal creatures but this society is pushing many towards isolation

 

[woodlandcreature]

i haven't spoken to another person irl other than out of necessity for years now. no one cared when i disappeared. no one will care when i die.

We weren't meant to live like this humans are tribal creatures but this society is pushing many towards isolation

there are always outliers in any species that get rejected from the pack.

 

[endlesstranquility]

there are always outliers in any species that get rejected from the pack.

Interesting!

 

[ummagumma]

im so so so sorry it feels that way people are selfish and self-centered (dont know, maybe it means the same) and not everyone is blessed with true friend or great parter or family. its cruel

 

[sanctionme93]

i haven't spoken to another person irl other than out of necessity for years now. no one cared when i disappeared. no one will care when i die.

there are always outliers in any species that get rejected from the pack.

There are but they usually don't last very long

 

[katara]

i know this feeling too well
i'm so sorry
don't know why it has to be this way. no one should suffer alone but here we are, so many of us without any support or anyone to even acknowledge our existence

I love you L you are the coolest

 

[LittleNelson]

I'm in the same situation and it's truly awful being alone. I have no family or friends. When my car broke down last year there wasn't one human being I could call to help me. My mother is alive but she has dementia and wouldn't know if I was dead or alive. No one will mourn me.