Venting It always feels like I'm running in circles.

[pixi]

make a little bit of money, all of it and more need to be spent. improve an aspect of my life? 3 others fell behind. have a decent morning? it crashes down twice as hard in the afternoon. there's never any actual progress or getting ahead for me. its a stupid game of keep up where nothing is ever actually okay. im just tired and everything feels so pointless.

 

[LostLily]

make a little bit of money, all of it and more need to be spent. improve an aspect of my life? 3 others fell behind. have a decent morning? it crashes down twice as hard in the afternoon. there's never any actual progress or getting ahead for me. its a stupid game of keep up where nothing is ever actually okay. im just tired and everything feels so pointless.

Same feeling here, I try to improve, but get stuck or I'm too afraid to even try.

 

[pixi]

Same feeling here, I try to improve, but get stuck or I'm too afraid to even try.

its nice to know that I'm not alone but also sickening that we are supposed to keep doing this until we die