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Suizid

Suizid

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Sep 17, 2025
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I did shrooms some years ago and they really helped me feel good for once. But unfortunantly i got panic attacks from Quitting them and i dont want to experience that ever again.

If i wasnt so shy and socially awkward i'd 100% be searching for people that sell Heroin and would have died long ago from an Intentional od. I think opiods would make me wann live again but i dont think hat drugs do anything but make you more miserable in the end
 
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RadioRamen

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For me it was weed . Loved when I smoked , felt content with whatever I was doing , shut down the part of my brain that would attack me with thoughts of my failures and fears of what's to come and help me sleep . Had to quit because of my wife , and regret doing it , I'm now taking preescribed meds to sleep otherwise I'm waking up every 2 hours and struggling to sleep . I'm the end I miss it a lot and regret giving it up as easily as I did .
 
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L.D.50

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Oct 13, 2025
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if you find one please let me know. I've been smoking weed for years and it just doesn't do it the same anymore.
I've genuinely started to consider using kratom as a replacement. from my understanding its very similar to opioids and often used by opioid addicts as a way to lean off them or a replacement. they're still very addictive though. but at this point, fuck it...
 
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littlecutecorpse

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Nov 13, 2025
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caffeine, caffeine, caffeine!!! would always lend myself two cups of coffee night/day to help cope with my life (i mean there were unpleasant side effects since i'm already caffeine sensitive to begin with, but who cares). then the doctor said i wasn't allowed anymore caffeine. then my mom threw away all the instant coffee we had. that a few years ago when i was still in school. people had the audacity to then wonder why i later crashed and wasn't able to keep up w/ school anymore...
 
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socksnsandles

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Oct 7, 2025
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i guess ketamine but only while im on it. soon as its over, back to wanting to die
 
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RadioRamen

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its very body for me. just kinda feel numb and cozy. music sounds better
sounds lovely , weed kinda did the same for me, just felt content and imagined that's how most people felt when doing hobbies , now being sober it feels kinda boring, losing the content feeling is horrible
 
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socksnsandles

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Oct 7, 2025
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Music Sounds better on shrooms too. Really reaaaly better. Its a night and day difference, kinda miss it.
ketamine is like am upper for me, so if i think of a bad thought i just disregard it. weed i use to love but since i think of bad shit now all the time, it basically just amplifies the anxiety- same deal with shrooms
 
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if you find one please let me know. I've been smoking weed for years and it just doesn't do it the same anymore.
I've genuinely started to consider using kratom as a replacement. from my understanding its very similar to opioids and often used by opioid addicts as a way to lean off them or a replacement. they're still very addictive though. but at this point, fuck it...

Some of my favorite drugs to feel better:
1. Ketamine is very fun in terms of euphoria and dissociation (the nice, pleasant kind). I find it similar to alcohol but much better. Studies even show some antidepressant effects after (medical and controlled) use. The downside: its addictive psychologically and heavy, long-term use is associated to severe kidney problems. Its also expensive for a 1-2h high and tolerance builds up quickly.

2. Magic mushrooms and psychedelics are more unique. They make you hallucinate visually but its more than just their visuals, they can bring about random euphoria and an urge to laugh for no reason. A random painting might become the most interesting thing you've seen in the past year.
I dont recommend them if you're an anxious person or at risk of psychotic disorders (schizophrenia) due to the fact that, while they can make you very euphoric and happy, they can also make you "bad trip", which is basically having unpleasant hallucinations or having intense feelings such as fear and paranoia. They also last for a while, usually 4-6 hours for mushrooms or ~12 hours for lsd.
If you're interested in that sort of thing, I recommend doing some research on psilocybin, lsd and dmt among others.

3. Poppers (amyl nitrite) make me very relaxed. I usually use them when Im having a panic attack. They have risks if used wrong but they're used medically as vasodilators so it's not sniffing diesel either. They are instant and last about a 1-5 minutes. I know a couple of people who tried it irl and most use it as a panic attack med. There is no known addiction risk.

4. Benzodiazepines and opioids: anxiolytic, euphoric and calming, they're my favorites for more "passive" highs. They're sedatives so they don't necessarily make you more social or anything. They are highly addictive and might make things worse when you're not on them so be careful.

Thats my top 4, I havent tried that many things tho and some people might hate ketamine or prefer (euphoric) stimulants over sedatives.
 
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