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ArcherFiles44

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Is SN the panacea chemical tcb? Would using a combo of SN and another ensure passing such as yew seeds...or just going old skool with arsenic or cyanide. Seems like more anxiety in the planning than the actually passing. I visualize this to be just another transition. The calmer my mental state the surer it will be. Music, white candle, meditation, prayer, a final walk on the beach. I do not compare this to some gurus who can choose the time of their death at will, but I do see the importance of cultivating the state of mind you wish to exit in.
 
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I don't have the knowledge to respond to your questions about the method. But I love what you have to say here about cultivating a mental state as you die. In my ideal vision of CTB, I would be surrounded by calming music and items of comfort as I gently drift off to sleep. Obviously this won't occur exactly in reality, but I'm planning what I can do in those last moments to keep myself at peace and how to mentally prepare for the act of dying.
 
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I don't have the knowledge to respond to your questions about the method. But I love what you have to say here about cultivating a mental state as you die. In my ideal vision of CTB, I would be surrounded by calming music and items of comfort as I gently drift off to sleep. Obviously this won't occur exactly in reality, but I'm planning what I can do in those last moments to keep myself at peace and how to mentally prepare for the act of dying.
Thanks for your reply. Now considering Nembutal to achieve this more closely, as I know I have a very strong gag reflex. 😜. Please let me know how things are going if you want. I don't know how to pm, but if you want you can.
I've heard others talk about anxiety. Well, that would be a red 🚩flag that the body is saying "whoa!"
 
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