Help Is SN just...not available?

[GongLiFang]

I know we aren't supposed to share links and exact resources and I respect that.
However, I am wondering because I have been looking it up for days now and I can only see companies meant for universities or organizations selling so I can't buy it since I am not a university or organization.

Was there some magical dealer somewhere I was supposed to know about?

Anyways, I feel really jealous/bummed out that after reading up the whole process and peoples experiences I can't even try it myself. So please if you know what happened to SN availability in general (no need to get into specifics) please let me know. I am already so hopeless and I live where guns are illegal so I have no reliable way to kill myself and it's been years. I just want to stop the waiting and be able to put a proper plan in action instead of having scuffed drowning and hanging attempts.

 

[sealbabies]

Wait, do you mean N or SN?

 

[GongLiFang]

Wait, do you mean N or SN?

I mean SN sorry, I shall change the title

 

[sealbabies]

I think it depends on the country you're in.

 

[GongLiFang]

I think it depends on the country you're in.

I am in Canada so I have just been typing in the search bar and checking link after link. Anyways, it seems that it isn't really a thing for individuals to buy here? The stuff for curing meat is way to low of a concentration so I am lost

 

[sealbabies]

I know this is old, but maybe someone in this thread could help?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/where-to-find-sn-in-canada.73143/

 

[GongLiFang]

I know this is old, but maybe someone in this thread could help?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/where-to-find-sn-in-canada.73143/

Thank you! I didn't see this before so I will check it out