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woofwag

woofwag

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Sep 17, 2025
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Just curious because I know it was basically the gold standard for assisted suicide a while ago before it got widely shot down for that very reason (and its addictive properties). I see people on here posting success with finding SN (myself included, although my source is now down), but has anyone on here even heard of someone who had access to N recently? Ik most sites/sources are scams so this isn't me trying to actively solicit anything. But I am curious since I know a lot of us on here would love to ctb which such a peaceful, painless method.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
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I wish it was in circulation in my bloodstream,but..


No, there are tons of sources and they're all fake and scams.

There's only one way to get it, but you need to go to certain south American countries and

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Also, I've been keeping an eye on this thread,


My favorite poster @watereyes is going to let us know at some point apparently.
 
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woofwag

woofwag

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Sep 17, 2025
431
I wish it was in circulation in my bloodstream,but..


No, there are tons of sources and they're all fake and scams.

There's only one way to get it, but you need to go to certain south American countries and

F69JSBmacAAM1rW.png



Also, I've been keeping an eye on this thread,


My favorite poster @watereyes is going to let us know at some point apparently.
Damn. Yeah, kinda what I figured. I sadly do not have money/know-how to travel that far to acquire illegal drugs, but if that dude is successful maybe he'll sell some lol. Almost definitely not but ahh a guy can dream!
 
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Sunshine

Experienced
Jan 11, 2019
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Damn. Yeah, kinda what I figured. I sadly do not have money/know-how to travel that far to acquire illegal drugs, but if that dude is successful maybe he'll sell some lol. Almost definitely not but ahh a guy can dream!
Unless you have tolerance Heroin IV should give a very fast and completely painless death. Doesn't have to super complicated like N.
 
iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
57
0 chance unless you have irl contact with very corrupt vets in some South American country
 
Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

Born to suffer
Jul 23, 2022
4,832
Definitely not circulating in my blood vessels unfortunately :pfff:
 
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woofwag

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Sep 17, 2025
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Unless you have tolerance Heroin IV should give a very fast and completely painless death. Doesn't have to super complicated like N.
Hm I also wouldn't know how to acquire that, plus I'm scared of needles and I don't think I'd like to die with an IV in.
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
149
Just curious because I know it was basically the gold standard for assisted suicide a while ago before it got widely shot down for that very reason (and its addictive properties). I see people on here posting success with finding SN (myself included, although my source is now down), but has anyone on here even heard of someone who had access to N recently? Ik most sites/sources are scams so this isn't me trying to actively solicit anything. But I am curious since I know a lot of us on here would love to ctb which such a peaceful, painless method.
Yes, I did someone here posted. I also saw a Exit video were a girl went and bought 3 bottles from 3 different pet stores
 
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thelostautistic

Student
Jul 31, 2025
182
I don't think so. From what I've read on the forum there's just a bunch of scammers "selling it" now
 
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Pony Slaystation

Member
Jul 28, 2018
91
Yes, I did someone here posted. I also saw a Exit video were a girl went and bought 3 bottles from 3 different pet stores
Not recently I suspect. That Exit video was probably from 20 years ago, the last time N was in real circulation. Recent news reports indicate law enforcement in the US can't even get hold of raw N for lethal injections in prisons so they have to use other ways of executing prisoners. My guess is N probably needs to be removed from PPH completely.
 
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