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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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before i finally ctb at midnight tonight i want to know if there are any changes anyone would suggest i make to my plan. keep in mind i do not have access to an antiemetic but have a strong ability to hold back vomit as well as making extra cups of SN in case i vomit.

-i've been fasting since 9pm last night
-1hour before: 600mg of ibuprofen
-15minutes before: double dose of tums
-mix 3 cups of 3 heaping teaspoons of SN (equal to about 25g) with 1/4 cup of water
-take at midnight
-lay in my bed with a bag (in case of vomiting) listening to music and wait for my bus

any tips or changes anyone has?
 
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Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
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I've looked for some tips on the internet and found that one tea spoon is 5-6 grams of powder. So I will just use 5 tea spoons.
thank you everyone.
@asani did this and she has never returned, although there's no way of knowing if she actually ctb.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

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Your plan sounds alright. I wish you peace and safe travels! :heart:
 
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willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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@asani did this and she has never returned, although there's no way of knowing if she actually ctb.
looking at the thread it says that a there are 25g in one and a half US tablespoons, which is equal to 3 US teaspoons. however a quick google search says that 1 teaspoon is 4.5 grams. i will do 5. thank you for sharing that
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

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Oct 8, 2020
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Seems like a solid plan, good luck.
I hope I won't miss that goodbye thread. :hug:
 
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Lordsudbury

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Jul 26, 2020
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You'll be fine. Was nice to have you here.
 
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mylastserenade

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Oct 19, 2020
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can you mill/grind ibuprofen down and put it in a glass and drink it, will it have the same effect as eating the pills?
 
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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can you mill/grind ibuprofen down and put it in a glass and drink it, will it have the same effect as eating the pills?
would that make it faster acting? what is the purpose of doing that as opposed to just taking the pills?
 
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mylastserenade

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Oct 19, 2020
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would that make it faster acting? what is the purpose of doing that as opposed to just taking the pills?
Seems easier that way, some pills are big and hard for me to swallow...
 
Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
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I think grinding the pills will work the same as eating them but they will be absorbed faster and taste bitter.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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I hope you keep posting as you do this for the helpful info the rest of us desperate people may get from it. But if not that's ok too.

I wish you an easy peaceful journey.
 
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willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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I hope you keep posting as you do this for the helpful info the rest of us desperate people may get from it. But if not that's ok too.

I wish you an easy peaceful journey.
i plan to be chatting with people and asking them to post what i say to them
 
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