Discussion Is my future became blank?

[kuroshimi]

I thought a lot about my future today and came to conclusion that there is probably no bright future for me. The world is completely fucked and declining over several years.

I always felt that I'm in wrong place. The world I was taught just doesn't exist. I simply don't know what to do in life. Besides, I stopped making plans for several years ahead and just living on autopilot (?). I don't see myself in future.

I will be 20 this year and I never thought I would go so far. Yet still we are. I am currently on the way of getting degree and I don't know what to do after university. I don't have any special skills and feel myself useless.

I think I'm not only one.

 

[kuroshimi]

Bump.

 

[Hollowman]

You're not the only one.

 

[duusti?]

i feel you, turning 22 years old this year with a dead end job and cant really seem to turn my life around despite trying many times, im very disorganized, cant even do basic chores most of the time. for the past couple of years ive felt like i dont belong anywhere, cant find my place in this world and cant create it myself as well. everyday is a struggle and i probably wouldve ctb long ago if i actually had balls to do it. idk i think i just have to hope for some accident to happen to me or imma just be in this state until i die naturally. tbh i think im just not built for all this bullshit

 

[stardusted]

i feel just the same as you, im 21. cant believe i made it this long, dont know how i got here, dont really wanna keep going.