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TDF

TDF

Meh might as well die
Jun 24, 2023
474
It's not the only reason I want to ctb, but definitely one if I'm being honest. I feel that I have utterly failed my loved ones due to the choices I made in life, like who I chose to marry and the utter terribleness i brought upon myself and my family over a very long period of time as a result. I feel like I hugely dishonoured my parents. It wasn't my fault directly, but I feel extremely responsible obviously. I know it's a little weird, but it's very true to me. Like the sentiment behind a seppuku (Japanese ritual suicide to restore honour).
 
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Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
I don't think it's weird. Just the opposite, in fact. It seems a lot of people with ideation feel they have failed their loved ones.
I don't know how true it is that they've actually failed anyone, just that I see a lot of that sentiment around here.
 
TDF

TDF

Meh might as well die
Jun 24, 2023
474
I don't think it's weird. Just the opposite, in fact. It seems a lot of people with ideation feel they have failed their loved ones.
I don't know how true it is that they've actually failed anyone, just that I see a lot of that sentiment around here.
:) thank you lily, that makes me feel a little better.
 
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I said to myself, if I fail high school and not graduate, I'm killing my self, I graduated. I have no purpose
 
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
:( is there something that u might want to try?
Maybe a job idk, but I'd probably snap, I enjoyed school cause it kept my mind busy; what now?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,471
I don't think that wanting to ctb could ever be something weird, wanting to leave this world is always valid and it's a personal decision, it shouldn't have to be justified with reasons, it's up to the individual when to leave, none of us are obligated to suffer for a second longer than we wish to.
 

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