Is anyone else a chronic worrier?

[John Smith]

What kind of things do you worry about? Does it make you want to ctb or does it stop you from doing it because you are worried about what happens after death?

 

[Trashcan]

Yes. I worry about a lot of things.

 

[Revok]

It's both a large reason of why I want to ctb and the main reason for why I've not managed to do it yet.

 

[Daystavro]

I am a chronic warrior.
I worry about my financial future and it makes me want to ctb.

 

[MachineGunDani]

Worry is my middle name lol

 

[Miro]

I worry about tons of things. Too many.

 

[Jen Erik]

Absolutely a chronic worrier. Generally around financial security: wanting to be food secure, home secure, healthcare secure.

does it stop you from doing it because you are worried about what happens after death?

No, if anything, I feel a more pressing need to cbt, as I worry much more about living than I do about any possibility of what may happen after death.

 

[fade_away]

I constantly worry, even about things that seem and really are insignificant. I long for the day when my mind will just go dark. I of course do worry that I'll somehow screw my attempt up, but this site and others have helped me to get as much information as possible so that I am somewhat confident I'll get it right.

 

[WhereamIgoing]

I worry about everything to the point I just don't get anything done and I feel it's ruining all my opportunities in life. The worry just consumes me. Losing my friends and family because of it is what scares me the most.

 

[Lra888]

Yes I definitely am

 

[Revok]

Absolutely a chronic worrier. Generally around financial security: wanting to be food secure, home secure, healthcare secure.


No, if anything, I feel a more pressing need to cbt, as I worry much more about living than I do about any possibility of what may happen after death.

It's not after death that I'm worrying about, but about how badly an attempt might fail.

 

[faex42]

All my life. These days I worry about my mother's health which is in serious decline and not having enough money and ending up evicted and living on the streets. These two "worries" are my current precipitants to depressive episodes. My mother's health was not a major issue until three months ago. Anxiety about possible financial destitution became an issue in 2004. But I am chronically anxious. I had school phobia as a child. I seem hard-wired to be anxious. I have been able to make friends and have relationships but my anxiety about meeting people makes it very hard.

 

[vvvvv]

What happens after death in terms of afterlife is my least concern, I worry a lot more about the practical stuff.

I worry about a lot of things. My friends, my pets, my girlfriend.
They're the biggest part of what keeps me bound to this world, and It's very painful to deal with when you're so close to the edge, there's no way I can help their suffering when I finally neck myself.

I've tried severing the connections, living like a hermit...I don't know. We'll see.

 

[worldexploder]

My entire life has been plagued with worry. My mind won't shut the hell up. Guess it comes with neuroticism. It doesn't stop me from CTB, but I do worry a lot about not having control over my own death. I'm not afraid of being dead. I just don't want to go out in agony.

 

[WhereamIgoing]

My entire life has been plagued with worry. My mind won't shut the hell up. Guess it comes with neuroticism. It doesn't stop me from CTB, but I do worry a lot about not having control over my own death. I'm not afraid of being dead. I just don't want to go out in agony.

Same here, I wish there was a way to go painlessly and with certainty that I won't fail and just make things worse.

 

[Midnight]

I have been all my life. But no more .. i've come to terms that when i finally ctb it won't matter anymore. Just tie up some loose ends before ctb.

Should you be careless? No but worrying hasn't brought me anything but misery.

You should be calculated. Think about how to approach things but not worry about them.

Easier said than done i know... I've been a victim of worry all my life but now i could care less about whatever the fuck will happen next. Death will solve all my problems and do away with all that caused me worries/unhappiness. It's taken me nearly 2 decades to get this state of mind.