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resolutory

resolutory

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
258
Saw this post on Reddit (though I'm not a fan of that website) and thought it was pretty interesting:

'I never grew up. Live with my parents. I don't care about anything. I don't want to study. Don't want too work. No life goals. No skills. No personality and am a boring person. I can't keep feeding off of my parents but everything about this life makes me sick. Some days are better than others and I actually get happy and motivated but quickly lose it. And I never actually do anything productive with it anyway, just fantasize of being successful. All my life I have felt emptiness and longing for something more but I realize I would get bored with it too anyway even if I found it. I will never get satisfied and find something I won't get bored of. Why should I live?'

I related to this quite a lot, what are your thoughts on it?

Hello btw, this is my first post!! :)
 
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notlongnow

notlongnow

Student
Aug 16, 2022
138
Do you have some hobbies? Anything that stimulates you and makes you happy?

Welcome btw 🙂
 
freedompass

freedompass

Warlock
Jan 27, 2021
769
It seems to be a very common story these days, at least in the corners of the internet I tend to frequent. A silent creeping epidemic of disaffected neets/hikikomori. Economically and socially disenfranchised youth. Enabled by the internet and often pretty much raised by it. Shame on the society that produced them all and pretty much ignores their existence or 'blames the parents'. It isn't a life
 
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Harasaki

Harasaki

Member
Oct 21, 2019
76
I can relate to that, I live with my mom and depend on her financially completely, it sucks bro, not a life worth living imo
 
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Inkling

Inkling

Member
Mar 10, 2021
27
Hey it's me lol. I think this is very commonplace by now, I've also spent a portion of my life trying all the bandaid solutions people give and they just felt like wasted time, which honestly isn't saying much since not doing it is wasted time too so... huh... 🤷‍♂️. I've met plenty of cases like this, I wouldn't put it down to a singular cause nor would I say the descriptor is always applicable in an universal way, but there is a trend for sure. Personally I think I'm just hard wired this way and there's no way out, the way I tackle it is by not tackling it at all at this point, it's just rotting away, but any attempts to tackle it have been met with my own stubborn resistance and obtuseness.
In the same way I see similar cases to mine, I also see cases that break out of their mold eventually, given enough effort and the right environment and opportunities, it can be a rut rather than rotting.

Welcome aboard btw.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,560
I do actually think that humans are never satisfied. Life is just focused on fulfilling endless needs and desires and there is no relief from ourselves and our thoughts, peace doesn't exist in this life, as long as we exist there will be suffering in some form. I'm so tired of being trapped in this prison called the human body.

I do have a strong dislike towards existence in general and being alive has never appealed to me or interested me. But thank you for sharing the post. I do see no reason to continue being alive as death literally removes all my problems, dying would be ideal for me, and I'm only still here as suicide isn't easy.

Also the thought of living a 'productive' life is so depressing. It's all pointless anyway. We will all die someday and be forgotten about. Everything humans do is a distraction from death.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Life always problem live parent alone everything same end people create concept try make sense out nonsensical life. Poor people victim nonsense people say status production etc , people suffer die thay all story
 
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Jimblue

Student
Sep 10, 2022
199
Sounds like this person may has depression that he or she does not realize. This can be the reason cause people lost energy and interest.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
I've seen a posting on this website very similar to that some time ago. I have no idea when, but I remember it was very close to the same thing, if not exactly the same.
 

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