Insomnia

[Smudgedlines]

I swear that this will be the end of me. I lie awake for hours then spend all day inhaling strong coffee just to survive.
If I drink alcohol - I can't sleep
If I don't - I can't sleep

I just play the previous day over and over and over or my worries over and over.
I end up on my phone, on here, sometimes watching some poor souls in the last moments of their lives. Then i definitely can't sleep. Last night I was listening to a mosquito all night wondering which bit of me it'd be attacking. It was my leg. I hope the bastard is dead from alcohol poisoning.

If I CTB I'd probably still wake up. Lying there being preserved by SN for eternal insomnia. Probably chuck my ex cockface boss in for good measure. I'm so tired.

 

[Wayfaerer]

I've been super stressed out over these past 2 days and I haven't slept much or eaten anything.

 

[Amumu]

Maybe try antihistamine once a week, sleeping pills once a week, and walk a little bit. Take care
Alcohol makes insomnia worse, of course.