Story In theory I'm ready to CTB

[Thequietone]

Tonight I filled out a form for the cementery where I wanna get buried and more details. They will archive it. I also put this form into the letter for my parents and from my post yesterday you know my funeral is ready.

I also signed into a membership for EXIT.

So when I try to OD and fail with disability or so, they can look into my will from EXIT and let me die in this case. In 2 weeks I will be a member, so I fill out the forms they sent me and get a member card.

I got all my materials and wrote all my letters and have put them in a bagpack, ready to be used.

Only thing that remains is me being afraid of acting, I have to wait until I'm ready.

In my head I think that I prepare so well means, that my body and soul want it.

Death is just a lottery and you never know if you succeed and how the pain will be.

 

[britter]

I like to ensure people know that in the end, it's your choice. But, this choice is ultimately the last one you will ever make.
Only make it once you have completely fact-checked and ironed out your plans, you may as well put all of your effort into it.
It's not something you should do with jaded thoughts, a clear-mind and absolute confidence is key to ensuring that it's a comfortable and relaxing experience.
It's akin to saying goodbye to a lover on good terms, smile as it happens and leave with no regrets.
I dislike it when people CTB under the influence of anger or spite, it's not the right way to go about it.
Although my opinion is mine and I believe it to be the right one, it may not be the correct one to another.
The world will move with and without you, feel comfort knowing that in the end you have complete freedom to do what you wish.

 

[Thequietone]

I like to ensure people know that in the end, it's your choice. But, this choice is ultimately the last one you will ever make.
Only make it once you have completely fact-checked and ironed out your plans, you may as well put all of your effort into it.
It's not something you should do with jaded thoughts, a clear-mind and absolute confidence is key to ensuring that it's a comfortable and relaxing experience.
It's akin to saying goodbye to a lover on good terms, smile as it happens and leave with no regrets.
I dislike it when people CTB under the influence of anger or spite, it's not the right way to go about it.
Although my opinion is mine and I believe it to be the right one, it may not be the correct one to another.
The world will move with and without you, feel comfort knowing that in the end you have complete freedom to do what you wish.

I feel clear in my mind and did a lot of preparation and research. I'm still having a bad survival instinct but hope it will go away soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. When the time is right for you to leave, I hope you find freedom from suffering.